I may be a different kind of genius - not even I am ready to accept it.
I think you just need a hug but that's me assuming what others need, which is wrong.
Do you need a hug? Some warmth from another human being could be more beneficial than you imagine. In fact try not to imagine it, just do it out of instinct. "Withdrawing in disgust is not the same as apathy"
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" The story of Earth's life. I'm not here to win - I'm here to remind everyone we lost, while demonstrating there's still hope. I simply won my mind, while others lost theirs. That's nothing compared to global efforts to restore this world. You will never see a man faking anger, passion and relentless behavior. You will always see a man faking love, politeness and respectful behavior. Last edited by Deceptionist#1813 on May 21, 2014, 9:03:01 PM
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Still fails to understand. Oh well.
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" I did not know the general population equated the world, Moon. You will never see a man faking anger, passion and relentless behavior.
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... I love coming across these kinds of threads randomly.
same name in-game
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" Why? Edit : Such Apathy, much wow
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Edit 2 : It's good you did not spam the delete posts skill Yeran. thx
Good vaal orbs : http://www.pathofexile.com/forum/view-thread/840813 Bad ones : http://www.pathofexile.com/forum/view-thread/812199 Why? http://www.pathofexile.com/forum/view-thread/854397(I got an answer) Last edited by VaultzInex#4933 on May 22, 2014, 4:44:01 AM
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Many people have clarity of thought, clearsight is merely being able to see without a fogged mind. Many people have it, yet to bring it into the world and use it you have to stop thinking of yourself as alienated, and let go of needing to prove yourself to the world. Meet people at their level, but aim to reach far enough that you find others of your level, that is how to best use the gift.
Remember, having "ultimate" insight will not lead you to live a better life, if it really just cages you. There are many other qualities and ways to shape your mind that will lead to great quality of life - so realize you are not better than those who do not share your own qualities. Also just for the record, you have not faced your fears and moved on yet, they still linger in you. For example your fear of alienation is remarkably expressed in classic ways. Don't waste your time being caught up in not feeling acknowledged by the world, work to prove that to yourself first and foremost, then you don't need to prove it to others. The funny thing is i have never read the books either, i have just thought a lot and i don't believe I've yet come across a concept in the world or at university that i did not think of myself, alone. Every truth is simple, there are no complex truths. It's just the way it is, most people do not focus their energy into thinking, and so they are mostly just reflections of their surroundings when it comes to that, rather than a reflection of their deeper self, because their deeper self does not surpass the level of their surroundings. " Philosophy is natural, its the mental structure where mathematics is the physical. Philosophy and mathematics is the basis of all knowledge and culture, without either there is none. Everything starts with an idea. " It really does depend how severed you are from your humanity. Do you view life from the perspective of allness, the universe? in that case there is only one and it is constant. Or do you view it from within yourself - a living being? Viewed from any living being there is most certainly life and death. Just as there is good and bad, and good and bad are not the same. Put your mind to it, over time you will realize that the teaching "there is no good or bad", is of evil nature. "There is no good or evil, there is no life and death, there is only grey." That does not embrace life, it rather is a form of escape from it, a way of not overcoming what life throws at you. In reality there will always be good and evil, even though time could be argued to consist of a series of snapshots, and good or evil needs a direction, several snapshots. View a single snapshot and you cannot recognize good from evil, but that is not what reality is like. You may wish you were the universe, constant, allness, but you are not and pursuing it will not bring life. It is ultimately true that extremes exist only in the mind, but that is not the same as saying there are no shades. Allow me to go on a dare. You are on the upside of your curve. Having just taken a small step towards acknowledging that you have qualities others appreciate. But you are headed towards the abyss again, things are coming crashing down around you, and yet you rise and fall in the midst of it all, ever struggling to move on towards your own land. You seek the universe, the timeless allness to escape your bad feelings, but you really need the most basic thing of all - to be loved by someone you love in the present, you need earth to feel good. You need balance of heaven and earth, you have sought heaven for too long at a time. It burns inside you, the unfulfilled desire, and the pain of reaching for it and getting rejected. You are one of love, one of deep love. You have oceans of love to give and you need love too, but you are not willing to beg for it. You only want pure true love, not forced, misshapen love. What you really need to do is let go. You need other stimuli including social, without demanding of everyone that they should meet you at your level. After all, if you are so gifted it should be no problem for you to meet people at their level. Think about it, that should eventually lead you to clearly conclude that you have problems with people. Your brain can adapt to new ways of thinking and reacting, you need to let go of your pride, your fear of rejection and risk making mistakes out in the open as you practice your social skills. Open your heart to the possibility you may not be as complete yet as you think - only through daring to find out will you ever learn who you truly are, where you stand and what you have before you. After all, if you are too afraid to ask questions you will never learn, and if you are too afraid to try you will never succeed. Let go of your ego and however silly it may sound, you need to reach a place where you are happy about who you are and appreciate yourself, only then can you relax socially. If you have things, even simple things such as habits, sleeping, eating, cleaning, homework etc that keeps you down, then focus on them, they are a large part of the source. Know that you are loved, and worthy of love. I see it all over your writings, you do not wish to harm anyone, but they reject your inner self and so you must protect yourself. You are not alone to feel your way, it is quite natural, but you must deal with your issues in order to reach that place of good you want to live in. You probably already know which areas of your life you should be targeting, if you seek the answer inside yourself. What it all comes down to is this: "Do you want to be a monster, or do you want to live?" You have a choice, with willpower you can work towards what you want, but do seek the true answer inside you before walking down that road. Willpower is a doubled edged sword, it can make you a monster if your pride does not allow you to see beyond your own ego. And just one last thing. You are really putting yourself in harms way posting on public forums in cases such as this. People are in general not very sensitive and they will descend like vultures on threads like these. People will be people, they do not understand what they do and will continue to be people, but thinking about it or trying to defend against them is waste of your life, when there is nothing wrong with you. I am the light of the morning and the shadow on the wall, I am nothing and I am all. Last edited by Crackmonster#7709 on May 22, 2014, 5:41:04 AM
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" Genius = Universe = We/I/us I am me. We are Us. The brain knows as much as me. Yet, we, are only taught by us. Without us, We are locked away from Our secrets. Or The Universe is The Universe The Universe is the Universe The Brain knows as much as The Universe Yet, The Universe, is only taught by that Universe Without The Universe, The Universe is locked away from the Universe's secrets. Truly genius. And like I said, if you can't convey your point so that 'normal' people understand it, you are not much of a Genius. You don't even understand what you are saying yourself, or else you would be able to. “Demons run when a good man goes to war" Last edited by Sneakypaw#3052 on May 22, 2014, 4:00:59 AM
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" O no you didn't “Demons run when a good man goes to war"
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