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This is a long sob story thing...
Before i joined the military, i was a bully victim, which lead to depression, then suicidal thoughts, 50% of the reason why i joined the military was to hope that i would die and i would stop suffering...
the other 50% was to, ofcourse, defend my country.
Until....
I remember taking a bullet (literally) for my friend who was calling in support, he wasnt paying much attention, and the cover we were sitting behind was kinda crumbling (high calibre fire coming from a town a few hundred feet down the road), so, i tackled him, the 2 bullets hit me (felt like one to be honest), one hit me in the right shoulder, then the other one in my rib area... he cried for 2 hours when we came back while i was in the medical tent, getting patched up, saying that i literally saved his life....
I sometimes think about that situation in my head, heck, even re-writing this has brought up some tears...
its a bit unfortunate that he killed himself due to PTSD a few months ago... he was an amazing friend... PTSD is a bitch
Well.. i guess what im trying to say is.. something special about me is... what i wanted to kill me, made me stronger in the end...
if that counts, ofcourse.
Much love.
Much love to you too. Very sad. I am sorry mate.
The Sirus fight is a disgrace.
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Posted byghamadvaron Feb 4, 2016, 10:09:52 AM
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I'm still in love with the first person I ever fell in love with.
And as long as she loves me too I really doubt that will ever change.
CliveHowlitzer wrote:
I am now too addicted to that feeling of being kicked in the nuts when you die.
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Posted byAlroson Feb 4, 2016, 3:35:24 PM
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Hmm, well I have Asperger Syndrome. Not sure if a borderline developmental disorder counts but lol.
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Posted byGeorgAnatolyon Feb 4, 2016, 7:45:21 PM
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I've never broken any bones nor been hospitalized for any amount of time, have never been in any form of car collision, nor have I ever lost my keys, wallet, or phone.
I'm pretty sure the risk-aversion and hyper-focus is due to some form of agoraphobia, but I'm going to pretend like it's purely upsides anyway.
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Posted bypneumaon Feb 4, 2016, 8:12:03 PMAlpha Member
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This is a long sob story thing...
Before i joined the military, i was a bully victim, which lead to depression, then suicidal thoughts, 50% of the reason why i joined the military was to hope that i would die and i would stop suffering...
the other 50% was to, ofcourse, defend my country.
Until....
I remember taking a bullet (literally) for my friend who was calling in support, he wasnt paying much attention, and the cover we were sitting behind was kinda crumbling (high calibre fire coming from a town a few hundred feet down the road), so, i tackled him, the 2 bullets hit me (felt like one to be honest), one hit me in the right shoulder, then the other one in my rib area... he cried for 2 hours when we came back while i was in the medical tent, getting patched up, saying that i literally saved his life....
I sometimes think about that situation in my head, heck, even re-writing this has brought up some tears...
its a bit unfortunate that he killed himself due to PTSD a few months ago... he was an amazing friend... PTSD is a bitch
Well.. i guess what im trying to say is.. something special about me is... what i wanted to kill me, made me stronger in the end...
if that counts, ofcourse.
Much love.
Much love to you too. Very sad. I am sorry mate.
Cheers mate :) <3
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Posted bySlayer_Tipon Feb 4, 2016, 10:27:05 PM
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I can properly clap with one hand, and can do so with both hands. :P
That's surprisingly useful in certain situations.^^
I can only do it with my right hand though. :/
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Posted bySa_Reon Feb 5, 2016, 12:12:38 AM
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I have Pikachu's face on my arm permanently.
Pictures please ^.^
Don't forget to drink your milk 👌
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Posted byTheWretchon Feb 5, 2016, 12:40:39 AM
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I'm still in love with the first person I ever fell in love with.
And as long as she loves me too I really doubt that will ever change.
This is great, I love this :)
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Posted byTexieon Feb 5, 2016, 5:55:54 PM
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I have Pikachu's face on my arm permanently.
Pictures please ^.^
I'm really hoping you just drew Pikachu on yourself and took a picture.
Not my real account anymore, use it for forums while I work
You might also know me as "Thisisnotmyrealaccount" to which I forgot the E-mail for.
My real account is Einkil1, it's my steam account which is why I can't access it at work >.>
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Posted byEinkilon Feb 5, 2016, 6:53:13 PM
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I'm really hoping you just drew Pikachu on yourself and took a picture.
Try right-clicking and use "Search in Google"...
And crush the hope? No thanks!
Peace,
-Boem-
Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes
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Posted byBoemon Feb 6, 2016, 12:24:38 AMOn Probation
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