memory tears dont appear on maps, but i finished campaign and my atlas is darkened with petals

I ran a lot of maps after finishing new campaign with memory tears. my atlas turned dark with flying petals, but i cant find any memory tears. Eagon does not offer anything except lore dialogue.
wasn't a problem when i ran t17s but now i switched strat so i need memory tears giga hard

I also can't find any memory tears after the atlas turned dark. I ran at least 50 mesa and jungle valley and tried 10 kirac missions too.