Acolyte of Chayula - feels incomplete

Hello,

So, I tried to make a build for Chonk.
A build that feels good to play and is complimenting the ascedancy talents.
I went through:
- A LOT of Flicker options;
- Cold based Bell;
- Lightning based Bell;
- Full physical (most bugged spec in the game);
- Bow Poison
- Full Chaos Quarterstaff (Original Sin)
- Full Chaos Spells/Wand Hexblast
- Full Chaos Dots
And few more really weird combinations.

Nothing feels right. Genuinely nothing feels like it is the way to play it. Some build are good, some are bad, some are bugged AF. But none feels right. There is no build that's complimenting the ascedancy nodes in a way that's fulfilling and symmetrical in terms of synegry.

There is little choice in the Asc tree too.
Into the Breach is such boring and lazy minigame to play I just can't do that.
Reality Rending is bad compared to the Breach -> Really bad.
I don't see the point of Darkness, it's like... a bit tankiness, but noone really needs it (especially when it takes Spirit Gems away). The dmg added is a joke for the investment it needs too.
Consuming Questions is the only actually interesting path, but Physical build is bugged to the oblivion and scales really bad, so even tho it may be the coolest, it's still bad.

I know there's plenty of stuff that's coming, but I am giving a feedback based on what's available.

Everything related to Quarterstaff just works better on Invoker.
Pathfinder makes way better use of a Bow.
Sorc/Witch are better at Wands/Staves.

Maybe I am missing something, but as much as I love the spec archetype, i absolutely hate how it plays in its current stage.
I am waiting for Daggers, but I suspect that Shadow will make a better use of these anyways.
So far I am disappointed and my hype feels extinguished. I really tried to make it work for me...