I need moral help - Cry with me.

Yesterday, I failed to craft this beauty, it's lost, I annuled and failed, had to chaos it later so I never ever see a fail like that again in my life. I basically slammed 8 accuracy into it and then, while annuling, I got rid of some T1s (This is a screen before slamming):
Yesterday, I crafted this beauty (how much is it? approx):
Yesterday, I crafted this love (how much is it? approx):

Could you please cry with me, for the first fail? Thanks.