Things are turning up

Last month i was penniless. doctors wanted to destroy my thyroid and billed me nearly 3 grand.
Had to get on food stamps and borrow some money from my mother. The help wanted is just fucking awful. every job is either minimum wage or requires 4 years of experience.
Was considering a life of crime just to stay alive... At least prisoners get fed in a heated room.
And then, the county welfare office offered to pay my electric bill. And when i called my old boss to ask for a good reference, she offered me my old job back despite quitting without notice... twice.
I feel as if there has been a mountain on my back pressing against my chest. And now, it has been lifted off.
God i hate our system. I hate money. I hate being controlled. I hate being limited by others. I hate artificial responsibilities. I just hate.
Damn my imagination for being able to see how things could be so much better.