End game too punishing for casual

For the first time, I got to endgame in the druid season.

Feels good but...
I did not know you lost XP when you die.

So I don't got 40 hours a week to play this game.
Too punishing and there are a lot of situation I don't even get why I die because of the so much stuff in the screen.

I play standard mode, not hardcore, what's the point ?
I want to have fun, not get punished.


I'm not wasting my time on the endgame.
Too bad because I had fun.


Just want to know if I'm the only one who quit the game at this point for the same reason.