This game just doesnt stop to feel clunky in all aspects and im tired of it

Looting
Clicking
Souleater
Crucible (Channeling, UI, Scaling etc)
RNG on RNG on RNG (SSF Enjoyer stopped enjoying a long time ago)
Disrespect to Players time and physical health (Chance Orbs hit a peak this league but its by far not the only issue)

I could go on
My whole stupid post history here is me going on for years by now

Im tired.

Im playing because I miss the amazing game PoE could be if it would finally get upgraded to a modern game fitting its time.
And not been more and more full of FRICTION and annoying mechanics and straight up crap being added.

Im at the point that im looking forward to Poe2 Announcement as my final goodbye letter when we can see why the game isnt improving since ages in the "feeling good to play" department.

Its a shame all competion is either bad (Diablo) or not caught up enough yet (Last Epoch)

The game feels like its only surving because of it.
In a healthy competion and with comparable options on the table, some pressure would maybe resolve this old mindset of the past thats plaguing PoE down to its core.

Im just so tired man...
And so sad
Im looking at an old love and think to myself "I need to let go and move on"
But man this just destroys me to thinking about