Just this..

I'm going to be absent a while longer...My roommate/best friend/caretaker/not husband but basically of 10 years had a heart attack on July 9th. Was doing well after he got out of the ICU, went back to work. We got alot of of stuff taken care of but missed a few things like the checking account. 10 years never been an issue but right now it is proving to be a pain in the ass. We didn't feel the need to be married but trust me when I tell you if you don't leave a will then that piece of paper becomes important. Also don't put things off because it seems you have time, when that time runs out its just out. So do the things you want/need to do today. :)

Last Saturday he came home for his lunch break just like he does everyday and he ate his lunch I had ready and drank his lemonade. Was watching Eric the Legend, bird on youtube and something happened. His heart stopped and he stopped breathing, they were unable to get him revived so he passed away on Saturday. It's been a rough week but until I get everything through probate and hopefully my disability is approved soon, had the hearing with the judge on August 23rd so hoping to hear something soon, since I now am in dire straights. So internet is probably going when the bill comes up next until I can actually support the bills, keeping the apartment and electric is unfortunately more important than the internet at the moment.

I will miss you guys, as I have been since July when he had the heartattack and I had to step back and do alot more stuff than I am used to, to take care of him. Hopefully I will be back soon, keeping my fingers crossed that things start to look up instead of this sliding down hill that I seem to be on at the moment.

I do have my phone, discord, email, facebook etc if anyone wants to keep in touch, just this forum is hard to read on a phone screen and harder to type. :)

Love you all and hopefully talk soon.

On a high note, I've lost a bit of weight since July so that is a good thing. :)

I'm so sorry for you :( Best of luck.